by Dawn Sands
On the floor, there is a puddle
of my thousand fruitless tears.
A clouded, salted swamp on white tile;
vacant;
translucent surface scattering my hazy reflection
into a thousand empty fragments.
One slice of my figure
for every tear you coaxed from my eyes
for every lash you hurled gently at my back;
this is the way it has been
and will always be, for
when a person is gone, they disappear into the void of time / and are, therefore / left to the will of your imagination / no more real / and just as malleable / as a lucid dream
and you might not be dead
but the fire you sparked is long extinguished;
dampened by the brewing of those thousand futile tears
and ruined by their downpour,
my weary eyes at last relinquishing the storm.
Because in the end, water quells fire, my love,
my love,
those two words now bitter as ash
as they rest on my earthen tongue.
And it may have been a gradual process
but I can see you now, with my mind’s blurred eye
standing tall on some high clifftop
as you manipulate the elements;
never guessing
that my thousand fruitless tears
might amount to something in the end.
For when the puddle evaporates / it will leave only salt / salt / to protect me from another onset of frost / and to ensure that your name lives on / eternally embedded in the shadow of my heart / but always just as malleable / as a lucid dream.
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